I lay here thinking and feeling and reminding myself of past experiences. My heart is open and does forgive, first I forgive myself. There is a lot to forgive, for I do make mistakes which reminds me that this is not a perfect state I am in. I just need to remember that the only perfect absolute is the Light of the soul and spirit. Without forgiveness there really would only be confusion and hostility towards oneself. I want to be so perfect, trying to seek answers to my problems. But here is a question for the mind…what is a problem? And if there is a solution, is there really a problem?
So here we are, back to prison life, spending the days as productive as we can with what resources there are here. Such a social experience in here, so many different backgrounds and experiences makes you aware of the diversity in others.Used correctly this awareness can help one become a better, more tolerant person. And the world needs more of those right?!